creativity

some haiku

disappointment!for I have eaten allmy yogurt sunlight through windowaimless bug can’t go outsidetrapped with me? like me? the call of the crowtaunts large cumbersome grey cloudsto cry tears of shame fuckity fuck fuckmotherfucking fuck fuckerfuck fuck fuck fuck fuck desert rain fallsswiftly and vanishesas I blink hesitation:a cat waiting to pounce on –clouds waiting to …

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creativity

the mud

The mud was sad. It was a gloppy, sloppy thing that just squelched around. People mostly avoided the mud. That means that the mud was alone and this was why the mud was sad. No one really cared about the mud because no one wanted to get their shoes dirty. The mud felt like if …

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life

Journaling like Eustace Scrubb

I was gifted a little black notebook and pen, both embossed with my initials, for Christmas by my two best friends. As much as I appreciated the gesture, I didn’t know what to do with another notebook and pen. I already had a few pens and notebooks—the pens unused, their ink drying (or dried) and …

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fitness life

Yoga

I’ve been climbing indoors since the start of 2022. My roommate introduced me to the local climbing gym and I fell in love after the first session. I have been going roughly three times a week, MWF, and have kept that habit up since I first bought my pair of climbing shoes at REI. Of …

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life

Searching for Pop-Tarts

In case you’re unfamiliar with what a Grocery Outlet is, let me give you a quick rundown. Grocery Outlet is a discount grocery store where everything is purchased wholesale from other grocery stores’ leftover stock. Each location has its own purchasing ability, which means each outlet will have some cross-over of items or have a …

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creativity life

Spark-less

I am going to be honest and say that I’ve been deeply struggling with finding that creative spark. I have a few creative outlets that I want to pursue: writing, music, and photography. I know I enjoy each one, but I can’t seem to keep a disciplined routine for each one. My desire to be …

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life

winding wandering ways

Hello. Consider this a short update of my life. A lot has changed; a lot hasn’t. Let’s start with what hasn’t. I am still at my same employer, in the same city, and living in the same place. That means much of my day-to-day is still exactly how I described it in my last post. …

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life

i got a cat

I got a cat. His name is Macaroni, but I call him Mac for short. He is a black and white, domestic shorthair. At 3 years old and 11 pounds, he is still one cuddly boy. He loves to be pet, held, and given as much attention as possible. Mac is also pretty vocal, so …

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