{"id":40,"date":"2022-05-03T04:50:55","date_gmt":"2022-05-03T04:50:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/?p=40"},"modified":"2022-10-03T22:51:44","modified_gmt":"2022-10-03T22:51:44","slug":"fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/?p=40","title":{"rendered":"fear"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I have been quiet on my website for longer than I wanted. To be totally honest, I think it\u2019s because I\u2019m fearful of being vulnerable. This little piece is just to keep someone out there updated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I mentioned in my last post that I plan on posting about photography and whatnot, but I might make this just a general place for me to put some thoughts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve actually got accepted into the Media, Culture, and Communication (MCC) program at NYU for their Masters Program. I plan on going, but am hesitant to take the plunge.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"492\" height=\"689\" src=\"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/fear.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-105\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/fear.jpg 492w, https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/fear-214x300.jpg 214w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 492px) 100vw, 492px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>I think it\u2019s that hesitancy that marks most of my current life. Hesitancy marked by the fear of the unknown.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So here is to fearlessness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To be bold when I would normally want to run.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been quiet on my website for longer than I wanted. To be totally honest, I think it\u2019s because I\u2019m fearful of being vulnerable. This little piece is just to keep someone out there updated. I mentioned in my last post that I plan on posting about photography and whatnot, but I might make &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":30,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":106,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions\/106"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mudbrain.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}